Tomorrow is the day. It is the day that I've been preparing for. I am hopeful. I am terrified. So many questions, and at the same time, only one that really matters. Is there hope for a cure?
Will I be able to go back to being a fully functioning person again? Will I be able to leave the house without my emergency bag? Will I be able to do things like play board games with my kids without my blood sugar dropping? Be able to laugh so hard that my stomach hurts? Take my dogs for a walk? Go from my little couch to the bathroom and back without being fearful? Will I be able to read again? I really miss reading, and walking, and laughing hard.
It all boils down to the one question that really matters. Is there hope for a cure?
Tomorrow is the day. The day that a doctor might be able to start answering that question. I am hopeful. I am terrified.
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