Here I am on day 4. It's easter! Happy Easter everybody! Usually during holidays everything is centered around food. Today was different. A good friend and her daughter came for the afternoon. We had a great visit, and the food was a very small part of the day. I like it. A lot. It gave me the sense that I can do this. I can change the way I eat and find other things to focus on. It feels good.
I was with the 2 and 3 year olds for one church service today. I love being in there! During that time today, I sat on the floor with them for a while. Oh how I look forward to being thinner so that when I sit on the floor it won't be so hard to get up again! It is only in the last year of so that I have started struggling with that. It really stinks.
I hate having to wait. I am the type of person that when I make up my mind about something I don't want to wait, I want to do it! I will be praying for patience. I will also be praying that my jaw doesn't hold this back. Tomorrow I will be spending part of my day tracking a doctor down who can help me with that. It is actually making me more nervous than having the gastric bypass. I know that GB will help me and my family become more healthy. I have researched it, talked to people, and prayed hard. With my jaw I am stepping into unknown territory. I have no idea what to expect or how long the process will take.
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