Sunday, April 8, 2012

Day 4

Here I am on day 4.  It's easter!  Happy Easter everybody!  Usually during holidays everything is centered around food.  Today was different.  A good friend and her daughter came for the afternoon.  We had a great visit, and the food was a very small part of the day.  I like it.  A lot.  It gave me the sense that I can do this.  I can change the way I eat and find other things to focus on.  It feels good.

I was with the 2 and 3 year olds for one church service today.  I love being in there!  During that time today, I sat on the floor with them for a while.  Oh how I look forward to being thinner so that when I sit on the floor it won't be so hard to get up again!  It is only in the last year of so that I have started struggling with that.  It really stinks.

I hate having to wait.  I am the type of person that when I make up my mind about something I don't want to wait, I want to do it!  I will be praying for patience.  I will also be praying that my jaw doesn't hold this back.  Tomorrow I will be spending part of my day tracking a doctor down who can help me with that.  It is actually making me more nervous than having the gastric bypass.  I know that GB will help me and my family become more healthy.  I have researched it, talked to people, and prayed hard.  With my jaw I am stepping into unknown territory.  I have no idea what to expect or how long the process will take.

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